焦虑,沮丧,绝望

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新来的

我今年25,3或4岁的时候被感染乙肝,大三阳一直到现在

期间经历过数次全身极度乏力等重症病状,但都在一周内自然痊愈

这个病没有直接影响到我的升学和工作,相对来说我是幸运的

但是,球就不要打了,酒也别想喝了,性欲的话,简直可以和强制阳痿相比.

我本来是个性极端的人,宁愿活不过50岁,也不会享受平淡,

有几次发病时躺在床上,心想,就TM这样死了太不值,我还有很多事情没干过,比如当兵,坐牢

真的,每一次恢复过来犹如一次重生,每一次苏醒我对这个世界的看法都会改变

如果说我以前的生活是恶魔,那么现在的我纯洁得就是个天使

焦虑?沮丧?绝望?

不不不,我很久以前就尝过多次,它们与一次次的苏醒相互讽刺

夹在中间的我,感觉到自己的虚弱和强盛如同潮涨潮落,如同那一切形而上

是什么?佛学上,是冥思,一种不为所动又无处不在....哗,有点吹过头了

不管怎么样,带给大家一首歌,也许我们会产生相同心情

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[MP=480,360]http://218.72.253.92:554/music3/rnimama/0348/17.wma[/MP]

[此贴子已经被作者于2005-6-15 0:38:55编辑过]

天上vs人间

但是,球就不要打了,酒也别想喝了,性欲的话,简直可以和强制阳痿相比.

——您看得太严重了,强烈建议先看看置顶帖,了解点基础知识

大三阳肝功正常其实什么都不影响的,这么晚在版上混才是对自己的不负责，而且是可以改过来的。尽管如此,如你我般混的人还不少,大家都还好好的不是（当然，极限例子，不宜提倡，这是个坏习惯，极坏的习惯，一定得改[em03]）

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谢谢提醒

我作息时间一直如此,冬12夏2,中午有午睡,睡眠时间还是充足的,2点嘛,肝还有足够的时间活动

球,酒,性嘛,都可以是极端的问题,也可以不是

前天晚上被灌了一大碗鸡蛋猪油汤,然后和别人斗牛

接着昨天早上就起来就全身无力,今天早上起来又没事

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听你的劝告

今天现在就去睡觉

: )

飞天野猪

物极必反，否极泰来。

一些极端的体验，的确可以使人发生一些改变。

呵呵，其实，人生，开心就好，是么？[em26][em26]

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物极必反，否极泰来。

我会记住这句话的,谢谢

人如果能理解自己的命运,必会得到解脱

小灰姑娘

粉好听，陶醉ing~~~ 偶把词也贴上来

Starry starry night Paint your palette blue and grey Look out on a summer's day With eyes that know the darkness in my soul. Shadows on the hills Sketch the trees and the daffodils Catch the breeze and the winter chills In colors on the snowy linen land. Now I understand What you tried to say to me How you suffered for your sanity How you tried to set them free. They would not listen they did not know how Perhaps they'll listen now. Starry starry night Flaming flowers that brightly blaze Swirling clouds in violet haze Reflect in Vincent's eyes of China blue. Colors changing hue Morning fields of amber grain Weathered faces lined in pain Are smoothed beneath the artist's loving hand. Now I understand What you tried to say to me How you suffered for your sanity How you tried to set them free. They would not listen they did not know how Perhaps they'll listen now. For they could not love you But still your love was true And when no hope was left in sight on that Starry starry night. You took your life as lovers often do, But I could have told you Vincent This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you. Starry starry night Portraits hung in empty halls Frameless heads on nameless walls With eyes that watch the world and can't forget. Like the stranger that you've met The ragged men in ragged clothes The silver thorn of bloddy rose Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow. Now I think I know What you tried to say to me How you suffered for your sanity How you tried to set them free. They would not listen they're not listening still Perhaps they never will.

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吲哚1992

如果要生命的长度，那么酒是千万也不能沾，生活要有规律，情绪保持乐观，这点最重要！如果你只要生命的宽度，又不在乎那些爱你的人的感受，那你就为所欲为吧！

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